La vida

i did this for you.

please don’t leave me.

don’t fail me.

i need you.

i want you.

i love you.

i think about death a lot.

i don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing but…

i guess it provides relief.

there’s always an escape you know?

there’s always the last resort.

goodbye Thanksgiving, hello Christmas

i guess sometimes the sole purpose of fear is that somethings not right. That someones fucked up and something needs to be done to fix the relationship. Yet- when you know that for about 8 months… there was absolutely no commitment? That they were looking for something better? well. I guess all you can do is cope. Learn not to make the some mistakes. Don’t stoop to their level. And of all else- know that if they continue to make the same mistakes, over, and over, and over again, that your own heart could not even be stitched… and that action needs to bet taken before it falls apart all together.